tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-434966004083105957.post3795337256012813183..comments2023-03-29T12:16:13.163-04:00Comments on Formerly A&A: "If I wanna think, I'll think in my head"A&Ahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00199451832512165484noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-434966004083105957.post-30796279907746454922009-12-23T22:02:31.328-05:002009-12-23T22:02:31.328-05:00Oh! Hayley! You understand!! This is so how it is ...Oh! Hayley! You understand!! This is so how it is for me too.<br /><br />"Give a testimony at the Christmas party tonight? Cue the nausea."<br /><br />Yeah. Exactly. Share my thoughts on tour with the rest of the intern team who I love and trust on Prayer and Share night? A near impossibility. I was the last last person to say something... But I did end up sharing and I'm glad.<br /><br />"I wonder, if it's so hard for me to say the "important things" maybe it's because I'm not as "deep" a person as I supposed. Maybe it's a struggle to bring the important feelings to light because I haven't got any important feelings to share."<br /><br />Ah, that is just what I wonder.<br /><br />I think for me, I always blame my issues on insecurity. I am afraid people won't like what I had to say... or that it isn't important enough for them to waste their time listening to me. I definitely don't have this resolved, but remembering that it's not about me helps.<br /><br />I love you. and thank you.Kristenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02506369364996746905noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-434966004083105957.post-41366178792481292222009-12-22T14:15:17.377-05:002009-12-22T14:15:17.377-05:00This was good, Hayley.This was good, Hayley.Lil'NancyDrewhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12792392249233165514noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-434966004083105957.post-80837387864440479932009-12-17T20:43:00.150-05:002009-12-17T20:43:00.150-05:00Oh my gosh hayley..i do the same thing in my journ...Oh my gosh hayley..i do the same thing in my journal and i dont know why?! Its like im afraid to say what i actually think, although im the only reader and im writing it for myself. I also censor it and take out names and stuff like i dont even understand that part because how will i remember when im like 80 and loosing memory? *sigh time for a little psychoanalysisLaura A.https://www.blogger.com/profile/06560272060991107675noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-434966004083105957.post-24630496629639176202009-12-13T18:37:53.712-05:002009-12-13T18:37:53.712-05:00Thanks for being as honest as you can be. I actua...Thanks for being as honest as you can be. I actually read your blog and I am probably like some of the people who read my blog faithfully and never comment. Although, I think I have commented here. My faithful readers comment to me in person and those who are let's say under 30 either comment on the blog or say nothing at all. It is interesting the way in which the different generations interact with the internet. All that to say, keep writing Hayley, keep living life and remain teachable throughout your days, even if you live to be 100. <br />Being vulnerable leaves us open to be hurt but also to be loved and cherished. Praying that you would continue on the pilgrim highway as you venture through this life.Caitrionahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11164942020217333589noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-434966004083105957.post-11692288806255176352009-12-13T16:28:24.607-05:002009-12-13T16:28:24.607-05:00Hmmmm.
And yet, here you are, willing to talk abou...Hmmmm.<br />And yet, here you are, willing to talk about not wanting to talk about things that affect your heart. I am thankful for that.<br /><br />I share too much sometimes, too, though I do think it's reversed in a way: I share not my opinions but my feelings. I don't even know if I have opinions. I haven't thought about it enough to know.<br /><br />Hmm.<br /><br />I do not think it is that you don't have important feelings to share. However, how should I know?<br /><br />I think you've said you like comments. I wonder, though, if it's any good when I have no answers. I guess I comment to say "I hope the desire to please you does please you." I comment because I want you to know that I care about what you have to say... not because my commenting helps you understand yourself any better.Arthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15016095442292487001noreply@blogger.com