I want you to see me as I am.
But I worry that this is selfish of me.
This is why I like blogging, of course. Because I have a semi-public outlet for my thoughts and feelings and experiences that gives me the safety of a computer screen and the non-presumptuous opportunity to be heard without soliciting people to listen.
I am processing things now, things that happened perhaps a year ago. A year from now I'll be able to process this busy, mind-boggling month. God, sharpen my hindsight to show me sense in these lessons.